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I mean, I can't get this to work.

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Yes, you can. You always do.

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No, I need an idea, please.

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Have them fuck. I don't care.

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Come on, Danny. Think about it.

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Tell me what to do.

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What do you want? You do this all the
time.

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I just need... Me to save you.

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I can't.

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You know what?

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Really, fuck you.

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Have you eaten lately?

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Yeah.

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Right. Why would you? You've got the
four food groups wrapped around your

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there.

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Just piss off.

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Here, go get something to eat.

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Love me.

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You're a writer.

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I am.

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You have a publisher?

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Mm -hmm.

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I'm at Mathira.

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It's a multinational. We have a literary
list. We're looking to expand it.

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Interested?

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I don't think so.

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But thanks.

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What was your last story about?

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The protagonist was a young girl in
foster care.

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It ended depressingly.

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How much of it was at a biographical?

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It wasn't.

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Do you have a boyfriend?

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Yes.

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Um, he's an architect.

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So, if I were interested, I'd have to
seduce you away.

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From my boyfriend?

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From your publisher.

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My name is Diane.

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Juliet. Stay a little for a drink.

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Do you know her?

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But it's hard to know what to do with
them when they're like that.

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Who?

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People. Like this girl.

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She's fucked up.

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It's like the girl in your story.

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He needs someone to take care of her.

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I'm sorry, I...

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I can't stay. I've got work to do.

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No need to apologize.

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ruin your day if you see the stretcher
come up.

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Come to my place for a drink.

53
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You're upset.

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I can't. I have to go. Please come.

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We'll talk.

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Come.

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Maybe it was a whim.

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She didn't really mean it.

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That's comforting.

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It is, actually.

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It means you don't have to choose.

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Choose what?

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Between getting on the train or throwing
yourself in front of it.

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Is that a choice you make?

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Just say I admire the capacity for
suicide.

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It'll make you feel better.

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I hope you don't think you put up...

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Saved her.

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I don't know.

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I gave her some money.

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But then I saw her desperation and I
walked away.

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I couldn't stand her neediness.

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I hated it.

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Is that so terrible?

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I think it is.

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And you don't feel anything?

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People like that, they don't listen.

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They don't know what's good for them.

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I saw her shove you. Did you?

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Perhaps I should have given her some
money.

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Brought her home.

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Given her a bath, a meal.

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But she wanted love.

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What do you feel?

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When I write, panic

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detaches itself to everything.

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Money, sex, shopping, the news, the
condition of my

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apartment.

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It's contained now in my writing.

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Which is, I suppose, where you live.

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I can't get the words down.

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I don't know why.

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Then you must try harder.

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I do try.

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Every day.

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Looks like that are usually due to
depression.

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Some are.

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Others... Do you get depressed?

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I mean, clinically, the black stone
that... Look, I... I'm crying.

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Yeah.

101
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You can see the metro from here.

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Start it up again.

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It was a childish thing to do.

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Aggressive.

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She wanted to obliterate herself.

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Why?

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She'd been humiliated.

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Yeah.

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Is that what you want?

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No.

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Sometimes, another drink?

112
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Yes, I want another drink, please.

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Does going home with a strange woman
excite you too?

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Yes.

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Yes what?

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Yes, it excites me too.

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Have you been with a woman before?

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Look at me.

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Change your mind Keep your hand there

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stay like that

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Pay attention.

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Do you like me?

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You're beautiful.

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Am I?

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What else?

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You're intimidating.

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I used to wear these as a little girl.

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Shall we play again?

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Do you live alone?

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I do now.

131
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There was someone living here with me,
but she's gone now.

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I have to go.

133
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No, stay.

134
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We can have breakfast.

135
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We can talk about your story.

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I can't.

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I have work I have to do.

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But you can't work.

139
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Remember?

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I can help you.

141
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You know?

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I'd love to.

143
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Are you going to get that?

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I know what it's about.

145
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They'll have found this address on her
by now.

146
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Helen, that was her name.

147
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And... She used to like these, too.

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Did Theo do the notice?

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I tried to help her, you know, but you
know yourself she wouldn't be helped.

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It's not yours.

151
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It's an ugly thing.

152
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I told her it looked like a shroud, but
she said that was the point.

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I can help.

154
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If you brought me a story, I could
arrange something.

155
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I don't need your help.

156
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You're not gonna celebrate.

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And when it's out, you may shout,

158
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or you may walk away.

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Stop waiting, don't announce suicide.

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Oh, and I love...

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You're right, dear.

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Yes,

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I am.

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Thank you.

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This is my way of saying

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goodbye.

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Ain't it funny when the morning comes
and you wonder where the time has gone?